6 days left.
Gonna end my intern soon.
Very soon.
Gonna say goodbye to them.
Gonna miss, every single one of them.
It's hard to say goodbye :(
to them.
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
Sunday, December 13, 2015
啊啊
2015年的第一篇
在2015年的最后一个月发
推特上的网址让我回到这里
已经是大学最后一年的学生
还有两个月就实习完毕
依旧被毕业作业捆绑着
这一年多的大学生活
从以前的townhouse
到了另一栋的18楼
面对的舍友从以前5只吵闹的瓜及2位妹妹
变5位安静的学生/工作人士
从每天周一至五不到12点不睡觉
到现在的12点前入睡
就为了隔天实习时有足够的精神
从几乎每个周末都去逛街
每个月买一对sneakers的节奏
到几乎每个周末都强迫自己给毕业作业一点进展
我想念自由的大学生活
可以旷课可以到出走可以熬夜
我想年以前的人事物
但却感激现在拥有的一切
不管是前辈朋友还是最重要的家人
都非常非常感激他们参与我的人生
不只是个过客
回不去的时刻最美好
但就让它留在回忆中
偶尔回味一下
不要停留太久
不然停滞不前
最后会被抛下
学会不去在乎别人的看法
始终在努力的学习中
今年9月
身上不同的位置多了三个伤口
给身上的伤一个月的时间痊愈
今年10月
正式给自己一个礼物一个提醒
Family.
Never give up.
Always keep the faith.
13 December 2015, 2:54AM
2015年的第一篇
在2015年的最后一个月发
推特上的网址让我回到这里
已经是大学最后一年的学生
还有两个月就实习完毕
依旧被毕业作业捆绑着
这一年多的大学生活
从以前的townhouse
到了另一栋的18楼
面对的舍友从以前5只吵闹的瓜及2位妹妹
变5位安静的学生/工作人士
从每天周一至五不到12点不睡觉
到现在的12点前入睡
就为了隔天实习时有足够的精神
从几乎每个周末都去逛街
每个月买一对sneakers的节奏
到几乎每个周末都强迫自己给毕业作业一点进展
我想念自由的大学生活
可以旷课可以到出走可以熬夜
我想年以前的人事物
但却感激现在拥有的一切
不管是前辈朋友还是最重要的家人
都非常非常感激他们参与我的人生
不只是个过客
回不去的时刻最美好
但就让它留在回忆中
偶尔回味一下
不要停留太久
不然停滞不前
最后会被抛下
学会不去在乎别人的看法
始终在努力的学习中
今年9月
身上不同的位置多了三个伤口
给身上的伤一个月的时间痊愈
今年10月
正式给自己一个礼物一个提醒
Family.
Never give up.
Always keep the faith.
13 December 2015, 2:54AM
Wednesday, June 11, 2014
Sunday, March 2, 2014
Wednesday, September 18, 2013
啊啊，最近被许多莫名的情绪困扰着
好朋友也被我烦到不好意思再烦了
那该死的情绪，时高时低，
啊，都因为他啊。
之前说是会控制，有没有都无所谓
但似乎有点挑战性。
能怎么办？
继续埋在心底吧。
或者，把自己的期待，编写成故事，
不错的主意，对吧？
那样的情绪，真的不希望再来。
我还不确定是否能把它锁在安全区，不被放出。
听起来，好像很恐怖啊，哈哈
多几天就开学了，回到学业上，要加把劲了。
原本有的自信，再被成绩打败后，要把它找回来！
祝我好运吧！
放假开始追了几套连续剧，
终极一班3，就是要你爱上我，Who Are You，
之后在我的脸书被网友们不停的刷关于<主君的太阳>，
好奇心驱逐下，开始追这套连续剧。
现在仍然是连载中，
看了后也中毒了，完全变成这套连续剧的粉丝。
虽然前面有点吓人，但后面完全可爱啊！
尤其是苏志燮大叔那成熟却偶尔有幼稚表现的男人，大爱啊！
还有孔孝真onni那花痴的表情，还有她那笑起来，太阳一般的笑容，迷人啊！
主君替太恭实挡下了那攻击而太恭实竟然看到了主君的灵魂，
还有还有，主君消失前的告白，虐！！！
编剧大人，虐后记得大甜啊！！！不然绕不过你 = =+
《主君的太阳》OST - TOUCH LOVE， nomu nomu chuwa <3 br="" nbsp="">
好朋友也被我烦到不好意思再烦了
那该死的情绪，时高时低，
啊，都因为他啊。
之前说是会控制，有没有都无所谓
但似乎有点挑战性。
能怎么办？
继续埋在心底吧。
或者，把自己的期待，编写成故事，
不错的主意，对吧？
那样的情绪，真的不希望再来。
我还不确定是否能把它锁在安全区，不被放出。
听起来，好像很恐怖啊，哈哈
多几天就开学了，回到学业上，要加把劲了。
原本有的自信，再被成绩打败后，要把它找回来！
祝我好运吧！
放假开始追了几套连续剧，
终极一班3，就是要你爱上我，Who Are You，
之后在我的脸书被网友们不停的刷关于<主君的太阳>，
好奇心驱逐下，开始追这套连续剧。
现在仍然是连载中，
看了后也中毒了，完全变成这套连续剧的粉丝。
虽然前面有点吓人，但后面完全可爱啊！
尤其是苏志燮大叔那成熟却偶尔有幼稚表现的男人，大爱啊！
还有孔孝真onni那花痴的表情，还有她那笑起来，太阳一般的笑容，迷人啊！
主君替太恭实挡下了那攻击而太恭实竟然看到了主君的灵魂，
还有还有，主君消失前的告白，虐！！！
编剧大人，虐后记得大甜啊！！！不然绕不过你 = =+
《主君的太阳》OST - TOUCH LOVE， nomu nomu chuwa <3 br="" nbsp="">
Saturday, July 20, 2013
19 July
看着原本同步的朋友离我远去，突然觉得好无助，好像离开。
说好一起的，却在别人帮助下完成了。
或许是嫉妒她有人帮忙？我也不知道。
I walked to Block A to pass up the assignment.
Every step i walked, i just felt like everything is going to end here.
Disappointment? Sadness? Feels abandoned by friend? Mixed. I don't know.
When i walked in, i was surprised that there are not just Sharon & Ah Kai.
I walked to them and settle out the assignments.
I was tired. I felt lost.
I passed the Java assignment to Ah Kai. I go upstairs to submit ADIS assignment.
When the lift door closed, I felt that my tears just want to come out.
After I've submitted the assignment, i walked back to my hostel.
On the way home, i saw them again.
Once i reached my hostel room, i can't control my tears.
I packed all my things and walk to bus station.
On the way to bus station, i saw a lot of people standing near the CD shop.
At first i didn't realized there's something happened until i saw my friend, Bang Liang
I was trying to say hi and just walk away but i saw him looking at somewhere else.
I followed his sight and i saw a kitty lying on the floor. It was injured.
The guard walked and stood beside the kitty and try to protect the kitty from crashing by another car.
I was standing there and considering should i save it or just left it.
I asked Bang Liang, he seems like thinking also.
I've think of walking away but it just hard to take one step forward and my heart felt pain when I'm thinking of going away without bothering the kitty .
Finally I decide to walk towards the kitty and look clearly to the condition.
I've try to recall what I've learn for first aid when I was a scout in secondary school.
But what i think just take it to the doctor.
I gt a cardboard from the stationery shop near by.
I moved the kitty and put it on the cardboard with a boy and took it to find doctor.
Three of us include Bang Liang went to block.
On the way to Block, i was trying to let the kitty to stay awake.
Suddenly it's not responding, my heart skipped a beat and my tears went down.
I was scared that it just left us like this.
Fortunately it responds.
When we reach the shop and knew they didn't provide medical service but the kind man actually draw a map for us. Appreciate it.
We followed the map and found the clinic but damn it!
All went for lunch! There's no one who stand by for emergency!
Disappointed!
At last we decided to go all the way to Ipoh, to the clinic that i went before with my hamsters.
On the way to Ipoh, i try my best to talk to kitty, wake it up from sleeping but it's getting weaker and weaker.
Although just around1 hour but i felt that it took a century of time for us to reach the clinic and i began to feel uncomfortable as i haven't gt my breakfast.
Finally we reached. but the doctor told us that the percentage of saving the kitty is low.
The doctor actually decide to let it go so that it won't suffer anymore.
I was considering whether to let it go or not. I doesn't wish it suffer but i just hard to let it go.
Suddenly the boy stand beside me asked, "Isn't there any hope?"
I looked at the kitty, it has tried its best to stay awake and came all the way to Ipoh with us, why do we give up from saving it?
We decide to try. Try to save this little poor thing. I believed that it'll be alright.
They called us to go back home and wait for their call.
They fetched me back to my house and they went back to Kampar.
I was waiting the call from the clinic and i received call from Bang Liang.
The kitty, left us and went to the heaven.
What if I didn't took too long time to consider?
What if the clinic has a doctor to stand by for emergency?
Yea, what if.
Once again I knew there's no what if in this world.
Once a thing happened, it has no way to return or go back to the past.
Time is gold. It helps us sometimes. However, it does take away someone from us.
Kitty, may you rest in peace.
Maybe you'll choose to stay in heaven but what if you choose to come back to this mother earth,
will we meet again somewhere else?
看着原本同步的朋友离我远去，突然觉得好无助，好像离开。
说好一起的，却在别人帮助下完成了。
或许是嫉妒她有人帮忙？我也不知道。
I walked to Block A to pass up the assignment.
Every step i walked, i just felt like everything is going to end here.
Disappointment? Sadness? Feels abandoned by friend? Mixed. I don't know.
When i walked in, i was surprised that there are not just Sharon & Ah Kai.
I walked to them and settle out the assignments.
I was tired. I felt lost.
I passed the Java assignment to Ah Kai. I go upstairs to submit ADIS assignment.
When the lift door closed, I felt that my tears just want to come out.
After I've submitted the assignment, i walked back to my hostel.
On the way home, i saw them again.
Once i reached my hostel room, i can't control my tears.
I packed all my things and walk to bus station.
On the way to bus station, i saw a lot of people standing near the CD shop.
At first i didn't realized there's something happened until i saw my friend, Bang Liang
I was trying to say hi and just walk away but i saw him looking at somewhere else.
I followed his sight and i saw a kitty lying on the floor. It was injured.
The guard walked and stood beside the kitty and try to protect the kitty from crashing by another car.
I was standing there and considering should i save it or just left it.
I asked Bang Liang, he seems like thinking also.
I've think of walking away but it just hard to take one step forward and my heart felt pain when I'm thinking of going away without bothering the kitty .
Finally I decide to walk towards the kitty and look clearly to the condition.
I've try to recall what I've learn for first aid when I was a scout in secondary school.
But what i think just take it to the doctor.
I gt a cardboard from the stationery shop near by.
I moved the kitty and put it on the cardboard with a boy and took it to find doctor.
Three of us include Bang Liang went to block.
On the way to Block, i was trying to let the kitty to stay awake.
Suddenly it's not responding, my heart skipped a beat and my tears went down.
I was scared that it just left us like this.
Fortunately it responds.
When we reach the shop and knew they didn't provide medical service but the kind man actually draw a map for us. Appreciate it.
We followed the map and found the clinic but damn it!
All went for lunch! There's no one who stand by for emergency!
Disappointed!
At last we decided to go all the way to Ipoh, to the clinic that i went before with my hamsters.
On the way to Ipoh, i try my best to talk to kitty, wake it up from sleeping but it's getting weaker and weaker.
Although just around1 hour but i felt that it took a century of time for us to reach the clinic and i began to feel uncomfortable as i haven't gt my breakfast.
Finally we reached. but the doctor told us that the percentage of saving the kitty is low.
The doctor actually decide to let it go so that it won't suffer anymore.
I was considering whether to let it go or not. I doesn't wish it suffer but i just hard to let it go.
Suddenly the boy stand beside me asked, "Isn't there any hope?"
I looked at the kitty, it has tried its best to stay awake and came all the way to Ipoh with us, why do we give up from saving it?
We decide to try. Try to save this little poor thing. I believed that it'll be alright.
They called us to go back home and wait for their call.
They fetched me back to my house and they went back to Kampar.
I was waiting the call from the clinic and i received call from Bang Liang.
The kitty, left us and went to the heaven.
What if I didn't took too long time to consider?
What if the clinic has a doctor to stand by for emergency?
Yea, what if.
Once again I knew there's no what if in this world.
Once a thing happened, it has no way to return or go back to the past.
Time is gold. It helps us sometimes. However, it does take away someone from us.
Kitty, may you rest in peace.
Maybe you'll choose to stay in heaven but what if you choose to come back to this mother earth,
will we meet again somewhere else?
Wednesday, June 26, 2013
6月21日-23日
对我来说，意义非凡，就算只是贡献那么一点，有时甚至帮不到什么
但对我来说，真的是很特别的回忆
第一次参加比赛。
平时我总是在练习时退缩，
这一次我撑到了比赛结束的那一刻，
给自己鼓励的掌声！
20 JUNE 2013
食堂集合，出发去吉打。
中途在R&R吃晚餐
过了N小时，到达了目的地后，拿了行李，前往我们的宿舍。
类似乡村小路，走到一半，前面的人停下了
过后有人说"Sir, we're lost!"
O.O
过后才知道原来宿舍在不远处。
老实说，那宿舍给我的感觉，就像haunted house!
进去后，最基本的打扫，整理行李，开会，冲凉，睡觉。
那一天，就这样过了。
21 JUNE 2013
正式的第一天。
一大清早被Leader吵醒，
啊~！真的好想继续睡啊！
准备好后，走出宿舍，寻找早餐的踪影，
可惜，没有餐厅在这时候营业，
原本以为要空肚上场，
幸好CYin有准备饼干！Fulfill 了肚子的要求 xD
过后就直接去到了比赛现场，
做完热身，比赛开始前拍张照。:D
8点的比赛。
在第一场结束后，成绩没那么理想。
被人压着打，不懂为什么，
他们跟我讲的策略，我明白，
但却好像没有实践到一样，帮不到什么。
看着他们为队伍努力的争取分数，我却没能做到什么。
有点自责。
结束了第一场比赛，就去volleyball场观赛。
其实他们打得很不错！
过后一起回宿舍冲凉，出去吃午餐，然后回宿舍休息。
储蓄能量给下一场比赛。
4点的比赛。
Sunny的老妈出来支持Sunny.
炎热的地板真的快烫伤了屁股！
在这一场比赛, TARC Penang Branch 的netball coach来到，
解答了之前的疑问，做了我们暂时的教练。
过后比赛开始。Ermmm, 风水轮流转？
这次我们站上风了。
比赛结束后，我们以22比0获胜。
但出现了小插曲，导致Sunny 变成了HKM!
永远的回忆阿！哈哈哈哈哈哈
对我来说，意义非凡，就算只是贡献那么一点，有时甚至帮不到什么
但对我来说，真的是很特别的回忆
第一次参加比赛。
平时我总是在练习时退缩，
这一次我撑到了比赛结束的那一刻，
给自己鼓励的掌声！
20 JUNE 2013
食堂集合，出发去吉打。
中途在R&R吃晚餐
过了N小时，到达了目的地后，拿了行李，前往我们的宿舍。
类似乡村小路，走到一半，前面的人停下了
过后有人说"Sir, we're lost!"
O.O
过后才知道原来宿舍在不远处。
老实说，那宿舍给我的感觉，就像haunted house!
进去后，最基本的打扫，整理行李，开会，冲凉，睡觉。
那一天，就这样过了。
21 JUNE 2013
正式的第一天。
一大清早被Leader吵醒，
啊~！真的好想继续睡啊！
准备好后，走出宿舍，寻找早餐的踪影，
可惜，没有餐厅在这时候营业，
原本以为要空肚上场，
幸好CYin有准备饼干！Fulfill 了肚子的要求 xD
过后就直接去到了比赛现场，
做完热身，比赛开始前拍张照。:D
照片来源：TzeKhin's Facebook xD
右起是C- Ah Yan @ WD- Zi Jun @ WA- CYin @ GK- Sunny @ GA- Jasp @ GS- Leader @ JingYi @ GD- Me!
8点的比赛。
在第一场结束后，成绩没那么理想。
被人压着打，不懂为什么，
他们跟我讲的策略，我明白，
但却好像没有实践到一样，帮不到什么。
看着他们为队伍努力的争取分数，我却没能做到什么。
有点自责。
结束了第一场比赛，就去volleyball场观赛。
其实他们打得很不错！
过后一起回宿舍冲凉，出去吃午餐，然后回宿舍休息。
储蓄能量给下一场比赛。
4点的比赛。
Sunny的老妈出来支持Sunny.
炎热的地板真的快烫伤了屁股！
在这一场比赛, TARC Penang Branch 的netball coach来到，
解答了之前的疑问，做了我们暂时的教练。
过后比赛开始。Ermmm, 风水轮流转？
这次我们站上风了。
比赛结束后，我们以22比0获胜。
但出现了小插曲，导致Sunny 变成了HKM!
永远的回忆阿！哈哈哈哈哈哈
照片来源：TzeKhin's Facebook xD
胜利的跳跃！
照片来源：TzeKhin's Facebook xD
与Mr.Hee & Photographer-TzeKhin的合照！
SMILE！！:D
带着胜利的心情去支持Volleyball team.
这一场，他们同样得到了胜利！Congratz!!
或许是因为胜利，心情也特别得开心！
那天的晚餐，去到了北海，享受美食，在CYin的带领与介绍下！xD
食物都很不错吃！
回宿舍，结束了当天的活动。
22 JUNE 2013
最后一场比赛。
早上8点。
去到了比赛的地点。
比赛开始。
这一次，全部都尽全力地去打。
但看着他们那么努力，我却好像帮不到什么。
甚至有队员，脚痛到躺在地上。
他们真的尽力了，那我呢？到底帮到什么。
他们忍痛上场，就为了能尽力为team争取分数。
我似乎帮不到什么。
那一场比赛，虽然破蛋了，但还是输了。
拍照留念后，去到了羽球场看比赛。
看完比赛后准备回去，在门外呆了一下，
却在这个时候犯下了错。
明知道比赛输了的感觉，却没发现自己的言语，正伤害着别人。
赶紧转移话题，离开现场。
对不起，想对那女生说，但却没说出口。
走回宿舍的路途，不得不继续想为什么那么笨，
没发觉到别人的提醒。
冲凉后还是冲不走那伤害了别人，那种不安的心情
忘记了谁开口说笑，才把我拉回了现实
晚上，我们到了Queensbay Mall, Penang.
吃了晚餐，逛了一下，
还跟Monsters 拍照！ 在回去的路程中，不停的谈天
那感觉像是参加了班上的郊游活动！真的很开心！
回到宿舍，没有去睡觉，反倒是跟JingYi去了斜对面的房间跟Sunny, Ah Yan, CYin & Zi Jun聊天
高谈了HKM的话题，
最后一晚了，在未来，是否有同样的机会，同在一个房间里谈天？
没人会知道，所以就享受当下吧！
中途，有男生敲门说要表演，哈哈，肯定是玩游戏输了！xD
Ermmm, 勇气可嘉！给你们个Like！xD
之后看着他们一个个得爬上床后才带着不舍的心情回房间睡觉。
真的要结束了，突然感觉很不舍呢。
23 JUNE 2013
一大早醒来，收拾行李，吃了早餐，去看羽球比赛，
过后去了讲堂坐坐，等羽球选手回去收拾行李。
踏上了回金宝的路程。
路途中累到睡着了，但却感觉脖子块断了。炎热的天气，睡到汗流浃背。
中途吃了午餐。
回到了金宝，拿了行李，头也不回的走了出去。
是时候，回到了原本的世界。
这几天又经历的一切，永远记在心中。
谢谢你们，给了我机会去体验不一样的东西。
谢谢每一个教导我的人。
衷心的感谢！
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